Written by Mathew Naismith
What we perceive we generally believe, all ideologies, including
religious & science orientated ideologies, are a perception of one kind or
another that usually block us from being aware of other perceived ideologies,
the question is which one is right over all else? In timelessness there is no
right or wrong but in time there is because in time everything seems fragmented
& disconnected, time gives us fragmentation of consciousness, this also
includes the way we all perceive.
Religion has tried to get us all perceiving in the same way
which is less fragmented but by doing so has taken free thinking away, in other
words we no longer think for ourselves to one extent or another, the ideology
is thinking for us. We could ask here is free thinking fragmented consciousness
& is religion of defragging of this consciousness to better connect us to
consciousness itself (God)? Well it should be but we have so many religions
perceiving in their own way which denotes fragmentation plus the controlling factors
of the ego seem to always distort any real reconnection. Science & most
other ideologies work in the same way, once we start defragging the fragmentation
of consciousness we tend to end up with a controlling ego. When we incorporate
the controlling factors of the ego we are once again end up with a consciousness
that is fragmented.
Free thinking also seems fragmented but is it? If we all
think differently we must all perceive differently thus it would seem we have a
more fragmented consciousness than under an ideology of some kind. If we took
the controlling factors out of the ego in regards to ideologies & had the
same exact ideological thinking process yes collectively it would seem we would
have a consciousness that would be far less fragmented however because we have
different ideological thinking processes, thinking for themselves, we will
always live within a fragmented consciousness. Free thinking, either it be
individually or as a group, seems to lead to the fragmentation of consciousness
before the controlling factors of the ego come into it. This statement isn’t exactly true because ideologies
are controlling, they think for us instead of thinking for ourselves, this denotes
a controlling ego so the controlling factors of the ego are already at play
before we try to defrag consciousness. There doesn’t seem to be an answer to proficiently
defragment consciousness & bring consciousness back into it’s connected state
because of the controlling factors of the ego or is there?
The controlling factors of the ego seem to only exist in
time, once we take the controlling ego out of the equation it would seem it
would be very possible to reconnect consciousness back into it’s natural state
of connectedness (oneness). I should enumerate here that we are not talking
about the ego self but the controlling factor of the ego, there is a huge
difference. Time is going to always produce fragmentation like the seemingly fragmentations
of all our lives lived; I don’t look at it as many lives lived but one life
lived under different perceived existences. This is done by thinking out of
time (timelessness) to an extent which gives me very little fragmentations of
my whole existence, the only fragmentation there is, is in the perception of
different lives lived which can’t be avoided while remotely thinking &
being in time. Yes one can totally be
with timelessness & be totally connected with consciousness itself but one
would no longer be in time. One should ask oneself here, is it more egotistical
to desire to exist in a connected consciousness of timelessness than continue
living in a fragmented consciousness of time? What would a controlling ego
choose?
The controlling factors of the ego is telling me that I have
lived many lives but my ego self is telling me I lived one whole life seemingly
separated by various perceived existences. The controlling ego is only of time
but the ego self doesn’t have to be of time, it can’t totally exist in timelessness
but it can be within the balance of time & timelessness & this is where
all the beauty & oneness that we experience come from I believe. The pure
essence of experiencing timelessness can be sequential to experiencing quietness
within oneself as long as we can quell the controlling factors of the ego.
